Recreating, Rebranding.

“Your urge to control life controls you.”
— Mooji

Hello again, It has been awhile since I picked up my camera.

The last few months I have kind of taken a break from photography and “reality” . Well at least “professionally”. I still took photos but for my own benefit.
Instead, I used my time to actually live my life a little, finding some inspiration and motivation.

I’ve always been so stressed out because I believed everything needs to right now, expected things to always go as planned, and by high school I would have my whole life planned and figured out, but when things didn’t go as planned, I would put myself down. 

I came to conclusion a few months ago that I am 21, I’m young and I wanted to slow down, enjoy my summer and stop trying to rush things. After college, I didn’t have a plan, and I was kind of scared. 

Seeing everyone else moving forward and you’re just staying still, but have no motivation or energy to do anything about. Really started to lose faith and doubting if its real, or possible. 

“If you’re tired, learn to rest, not quit.”

I graduated college and moved back home. In the process of that, I have figured out a plan for myself. It may take months, it make take years, it may even change and I am okay with that. I trust things will work out. Letting go a little and letting life happen. 

Stuck between “Don’t tell your goals to anyone, or they won’t happen” or “Speak it into existence”